Restored and Redeemed

Has your marriage been restored? Restored & Redeemed is a devotional for those in a restored marriage.

Pain In Restoration

Some of you will rebuild the deserted ruins of your cities. Then you will be known as a rebuilder of walls and a restorer of homes.  Isaiah 58:12 (NLT) 

I sliced my finger deeply months ago. A few weeks after the initial injury, the outside wound healed back together, but it still felt weird on the inside, as if it wasn’t healing to what it was before my injury. All of a sudden, months later, it became painful to the touch. I researched pain in scars and discovered that pain could occur as nerves regenerate and reconnect. I worried that the pain would remain permanently, even praying that it wouldn’t. After a few days, the pain subsided to more like sensitivity, and now it doesn’t hurt at all. I can finally say it feels as normal as before the accident. It’s been a long process for such a small wound to heal, but it makes the best example.

Restoration is just like this wound. Although the prodigal has returned home and the marriage is back together on the surface – there’s much more to heal hidden underneath that requires a lot more time. However, there is regeneration. There is reconnection. It’s just a more delicate process, and there’s going to be pain in the healing.

God had to show me that restoration was not the end of what I’d been hoping, praying, and waiting for…it was the beginning of the work He was going to do in us together! That perspective helped me wait expectantly for the changes I wanted to see in my prodigal, rather than get angry for the changes that weren’t taking place. We, as standers, must realize that God reveals the truth to the prodigal the same as he does for us…in layers. It will take time for your prodigal to discover all that they escaped from outside in the Far Country. They were deceived into thinking another person could be this dream come true, and it takes time to realize it was sin and wrong in so many ways.

There were so many times, even after standing for my marriage and my husband coming back home, I begged for God to release me from the marriage because I was so hurt and devastated by it all. I couldn’t understand why God didn’t bring my husband back as some radically changed man. I look back now in my journals and at my marriage the way it is now, years later, and see how it’s been a process of rebuilding. The breakdown of our marriage was a process of stripping away. The early days of restoration were the beginning of a rebuilding process. God tried to show me many times, but I was so raw with emotions going in every direction, I couldn’t catch on. We pushed through and took baby steps every day. God was repairing the breaches; at the same time, Satan was still trying to destroy them. Marriage restoration is just like the Israelites in the days of Nehemiah (4:16-18) trying to rebuild the ruined wall of their city. They were trying to build, while their enemy tried to tear it down. The Bible tells us they would build with one hand and carry a weapon in the other! That’s what you and your spouse must do! 

The enemy will attack you both with low self-esteem, doubt, insecurities, mistrust, extreme emotions, and fear. These will come like a flood and threaten all the progress that has been made. You can combat it with prayer, the Word of God, the promises He gave you, worship, journaling, zipping your lips, patience, perseverance, and cutting out the world’s negative influences. These are the weapons we use to fight the enemy, Satan, not our spouse.

I look back over those days written in my journal and can see where we’ve been. God was right. It was the beginning. We aren’t the same people we were when we first married. Thankfully, we aren’t the same people we were when we came back together. Our marriage now is what we always dreamt it could be. Just like my sliced finger, the pain will subside. Regeneration will happen. You will reconnect with your spouse. And one day, it will be stronger and better than it was before!

God bless,

Jennifer in Mississippi 

You can hear more about John Wesley and Jennifer’s journey to restoration on our Fight for Your Marriage Podcast, episode 71.


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9 months ago

This was so helpful! I’m thankful I’m not alone in my struggles during restoration.

9 months ago

This described my experience. Thank you for putting words to the process. Very encouraging and apt example of healing. God bless you for sharing.

9 months ago

Thank you I am definitely feeling these things as me and my spouse are now reliving together. Its amazing that the Isaiah scripture is at the top of the page. I asked the Lord the other day if I was doing the right thing to let me know and he gave me that scripture 2 days ago and I asked again and here the scripture is again.

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